Peace, Please?

Okay so, close to a year ago I was writing how peaceful I felt and how I just knew everything was as it should be. Funny how things can change, huh?

I don't know if any of you have ever felt this way, but something just seems to be missing. I am lacking a peace, that I am really starting to miss. I have everything I could ever want in my life, and yet I feel empty, drained, and lost.

To be honest, I feel like God is knocking at my heart's door, but no one is home. I am in a valley, I guess and God has a lesson planned, but I just don't see it now. Hopefully, something is going to change soon...I just have to be patient.

I do love ACU, and there is no question there, but the stress of higher level classes, pledging, finding new extra curricular activities, and trying to meet new people. Along with my insecurities I have always held, is proving itself to be a heavy load.

Anyway, I don't mean to be a Debbie Downer, but I would just like to ask whoever does read this to be in prayer. I ask you to pray for me, that my heart be open to God's love and my ears open to his words. That a new peace, like never before, consume me, and mostly, that I can start seeing myself, others, and my life as God does, not as the world does.